argh! i dont know why im feeling this way. as though a part of me is dead or some sort like that.
im fcuking jealous when i see a boy's blog talking about missing their girlfriend or whatever. im fcuking jealous when i see a boy disturbing their girlfriend in public. im fcuking jealous when i see a boy hugging a girl in th train tightly, afraid she might fall. im fcuking jealous when someone tell me that their anniversary is coming. im fcuking jealous when i see see a girl lying their head on th guy's shoulder. im fcuking jealous when people talk about their love life.
damn. im such a mess ! it's been two dreadful weeeeeeks! who needs me anyway??? not even you! fcuk my life laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! dont talk to me lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kawans!!!!!!!!!!